---The Memory Of The Character I Adored---

My heart has a tattoo of an awful lover..
When part of me is chasing memory of yours..
Part of me in the battle of explaining how silly to waste time..
Though the conclusion is nothing will be reversed..
My mind is chasing the memory of the character I adored..

My heart screams of the ownership that never knew of losing..
My mind is confused of the promises you made me live.. 
How silly it is to still feel you were stolen from me..
When actually, its you who secretly left the castle of ours but..
My mind is chasing the memory of the character I adored..

My dreams got shattered and my smile shed tears..
The future you made me dream with you is soulless ..
Evil in my head laughs at how I were proud and hypnotized..
I still try not to hate you for breaking my heart but..
My mind is chasing the memory of the character I adored..

Still feel like yesterday but more than 7 years gone..
Is this how the first break up or losing your best friend feels?
Or is this how your first crush leaves memories?
I never imagined you own an awful inferior life but..
My mind is chasing the memory of the character I adored..

-- The Pure Love --

Your love is so pure..
Pours down from the top of your heart..
You came to my life when I never expected..
Never have I believed in true love..
Until you show up and make everything perfect..

Please fly with me out of the miseries..
Let's build the nest of understanding..
Together we could be the happiest ..
See me for who I am and out of the glitter..
My love for you grows like fire that caught in bushes..

It will never stop but... 
be like the ocean that has no end..
Hold me tight for now..
Let's cross this hurricane together..
Because pure love can make miracles happen..

-- The Memory Lane --

I walked down the memory lane Through pictures of you and pictures of us To the days we were all crazily in love The spark was alive and deeply in love I walked down the memory lane Through pictures of you and pictures of us The days were bright and still brings a smile on lips Oh god! we were crazy; yes about our love I walked down the memory lane Through pictures of you and pictures of us For all that care and the love you gave me Thank you for all you did for my smile I walked down the memory lane Through pictures of you and pictures of us Wouldn’t regret all the good times we shared But the bad days were dull and haunting I walked down the memory lane Through pictures of you and pictures of us Have no goodbye written on them But how far we are since you left.

-- Because I Miss You --

For more than 1000 times my heart searched you..

Because I miss you..

I took my phone many times; almost messaged you..

Because I miss you..

You are like an alarm that keeps me awake whole night..

Because I miss you..

Things were n 't complicated as much as this; don't you think?

Because I miss you...

Wonder why such little things weren't solved & moved on ..

Because I miss you..

Whats wrong with you? whats wrong with me?

Because I miss you..

I wish you never left my side or me..

Because I miss you..

I am looking for the spark I felt...

Because I miss you..

World is so cruel and I search for love..

Because I miss you..

-- My Fountain Of Care And Love --

I can't wait for the days..

You are officially mine on papers..

Because then I get to live with you..

My fountain of care and love..

You will be my home..

I can't wait for the days..

Where I get to make you breakfast..

Kiss your forehead before you go to work..

My fountain of care and love..

You will be my home..

I can't wait for the days..

Where I dance with your shirts..

While folding our clothes and keeping them away..

My fountain of care and love..

You will be my home..

I can't wait for the days..

I will wait for you to have dinner with me..

Because I will enjoy it more than anything..

My fountain of care and love..

You will be my home..

I can't wait for the days.. 

Where we will laugh all days and nights ..

Annoying each others silly billy crazy stuff..

My fountain of care and love..

You will be my home..

I can't wait for the days..

Waiting for you to come from work..

Because I miss you..

My fountain of care and love..

You will be my home..

I can't wait for the days.. 

Where we have our dreams come true..

Because, your smile keep me alive..

My fountain of care and love..

You will be my home..

-- Just Like Yesterday Feel Like A Dream --

I was over the cloud 9..

That was the only season in my life..

Where I was genuinely smiling everyday..

How can I forget the butterflies I get 24/7..

Just like yesterday feel like a dream..

Your laughter is still in my ears..

I felt like I knew you for many lives on earth..

Everything is perfect and spotless..

I pinched myself, because I felt I won the world..

Just like yesterday feel like a dream..

Storms they came...

Droughts couldn't reach...

But our love amazingly stood out..

I felt I was loved and alive..

Just like yesterday feel like a dream..

There was a reason for him to call me mirage..

Things just turned out to be poisoned..

A witch had a glance on him..

I fought my life for him, she laughed..

Just like yesterday feel like a dream..

All I wanted to do is hold everything so close..

Convince him we will be alright..

Some battles are so hard to fight alone..

I went insane as I lose the grip of it all..

Just like yesterday feel like a dream.. 

Would screaming "I Love You Truly" helps?

Or "I Miss You Like I Lost My Vision" works?

Did I forgive you too much?

To forget you killed me alive for a witch..

Just like yesterday feel like a dream..

--A coffee in a rainy evening--

Shutting windows and making leaves dance for Zumba ..
The wind blew away heavily..
Music it played passing my apartment was bringing peace to ears..
Went to the kitchen and made myself a coffee with amazing aroma..
And sat at the best place on earth to be..

Could there be anything better to enjoy than this..
Looking through the window while sitting near the windowsill ..
Earth woman switched off the lights for the day..
And here it began to get gloomy and misty..

People walk down the streets..
And with a huge wind that blew away across us..
Brought tiny drops of water, fall from the heaven sky..
So those water drops start to pour over those green leaves..
Making sparkles across, like they are in a competition..

Now I see people run for cover..
And some had umbrellas in their hands..
Some had no shelter to run to..
Thunders it made, scare the little boys who were playing in the rain..
Lighting stopped my heart beat for a second..

While sipping my coffee I wished you were here..
Right next to me, cuddling me..
Would be the perfect twosome..
But you are gone..
Will I ever see you again..

While I was worrying alone..
The tears fell down from my face..
Like it can’t be second to those rain drops..
Sipping my coffee..
I look out of the window..

The couple, that walk by..
Seems very happy and content..
Not that they are looking rich nor having luxuries..
But those people..
Had the most expensive gift called "happiness"  

Under those street lights..
I saw her wide smiles..
Through those shadows ..
I noticed how caring he was..
Those genuine smiles said it all..