---The Gone One---

It’s like a man who is in the desert...
Searching for a drop of water...
My mind mingles about you all the time...
My heart is searching our love story...
Even in dreams I get to see you but not in real life...
Could this be a dream I live on...
I still can’t believe you are gone...
My heart feels the emptiness 
That my mind can’t speak of...
Would you be gone for real...
For real I mean I want to play it all again...
But knowing you are long gone...
Would I be able to live it up alone here...
You still give me hope...
Your jokes are still remembered...
I want to see your smiles again...
That smile made me alive...
Wish you hear me now...
I would not have let you go...
If your love was pure...
But know I wish if I could forgive u once more...
For that I could have you again...
My love for you will never die...
Do you think of me once in a while...
Wish you miss me like I miss you...
Convincing me is not enough though...